You like happy things? Enjoy it, you won't get many.
He is dead, isn’t he? I know how this show works. Now that he found his wife again and told her that he will love the child of her rape as his own because it is her child, if she lets him, and they are so happy and amazing together, he is going to die. I can tell. Especially since he is Spartacus’ sole friend. Fuuuuuck! Don’t die!!!!
I knew it! I knew it! They were happy for a whole episode, which is not allowed under this show's rules! Of course creeptastic horrible Asher, who hates Crixus and is super-evil by nature, has seen them. Fuuuuuuuck! *peering through my fingers now* In case you are wondering, I am watching this ep slowly for my sanity.
Of course. It's supposed to be an exhibition bout, but horrifying little monster Numerius declares he wants otherwise, and Spartacus is ordered to execute his only friend. And he refuses and seeing that he is about to be killed for it (and the horror is that Varro's life won't be saved by it, as both he and Varro know), Varro runs his own neck into Spartacus' sword, telling him to take care of his wife and child. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I didn’t think anything as horrible as ‘reunion’ with Sura could happen to Spartacus again. I was wrong. I am fucking bawling. I really should have bailed on this show, it’s like hitting your head with a hammer over and over and over and fucking over. But OMFG, Spartacus would have died rather than do it and Varro took the choice of of Spartacus’ hands and fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I want little Numerius and the rest of these monsters to die painfully and bloodily and slowly.
I will love Mira forever for being there for him then. And with that, no more Spartacus for the day for me. I need to recover. Also, Andy Whitfield is beyond amazing.
